Intermission, anyone ?

So
It’s really happening now.
I leave BIMTECH day after tomorrow, and then I’ll be back in 3 months.
And then we’d all take off for our internship.
So, this is basically a good bye to my life at BIMTECH for 6 months…

6 MONTHS !

Needless to say, I’m freaking out.
It’s funny. I am extremely happy and excited for my European adventure to begin. I am counting days.
And still, there’s a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, and I cannot shake off the feeling that I’m leaving a part of me behind.

I’m unable to stop the tears from rolling even as I sit down to write this.
I have to pack up all my stuff before I leave. I have to pack up a life.
How do you do that?

I have to say goodbye to people?
How do you do that?

This is silly. I’ll be back and we’ll have a good 3 trimesters left to ourselves.
But parting is such sweet sorrow.
There is so much I have gained here. So many people. So many memories.

The memories – they are the worst.
In my mind, I am reliving all the moments of happiness spent here.
The laughs, the gossip, the girls-nights, the chicken hogging, the class room madness, the late-night chit chats, the voice-note melodramas, everything!

IB. My IB!
Crazy freaks for people, I could not have asked for a better fit.
I am going to miss the madness of IB so freaking much, I can’t even explain.
Everyone would continue to have all the fun now, except I won’t be there, and I would miss it all, and it breaks my heart a little.

I don’t know why am I writing this.
All I know is, in BIMTECH, I have found a family that I’m leaving behind, and I’ll miss them more than I could have possibly imagined.

It’s technically not a good bye.
It’s not the end.
It’s only an intermission for now.
And when I’ll be back, we create a million more memories, that we hold on to forever.

And that thought makes me smile 🙂

– J

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