Fear

“Fear is only as deep as the mind allows.” — Japanese Proverb

And my mind goes into overdrive when it comes to fear.

We got our merchandise and bib numbers for Devil’s Circuit today, and then it hit me. It’s happening!

In less than 24 hours, I would be participating in one of the most grueling races that happen in India. Whoa! How did I end up here?

I am over thinking, you know. Over analysing every thing. Thinking how I am not fit enough for this. How I haven’t been able to stick to my fitness routine yet. How my body weight is too much to be lifted for overcoming the obstacles. How I am going to end up a pathetic loser at the event.

If you think this is going to take a positive turn right about now, then you would be wrong. I am just freaking out right now.

I did a few stretches today. As if that is going to suddenly make me prepared to take on the challenge tomorrow. But oh well, a drop in the ocean, eh ?

Okay I need to stop. I just hope I don’t break any bones tomorrow or get hurt and am able to have a good time despite my mind telling me otherwise.

Wish me luck !! 😀

– J

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